It’s always an odd feeling,
when fiction and real life meet. It’s a crossroads moment – to the left, the
world I created, with characters as I know as intimately as my own head. To the
right, the world flowing under its own steam, with people of flesh and bone,
events I cannot foresee or control. And then behind me history, as veiled as Scheherazade,
and possessing as many tales.
I write a series featuring a
woman who owns a Confederate-themed gun shop. Tai deals with Civil War re-enactors
of both blue and gray, so she deals with the history of that period in American
history, both the people who lived it then, and the people who re-live it now.
It was that history that
brought me to the top of Kennesaw Mountain last weekend, during the swelter of
a summer heat wave. My last visit had been six months previous, during one of
the South’s more brutal cold snaps. It’s hard to remember such cold in this
season of sweat and humidity, but once upon a time there was winter, and we had
it here in Georgia. Would that I could have bottled some and saved it for now.
I could make a fortune selling it on the parched sidewalks.
Kennesaw Mountain is a part
of Kennesaw Mountain Battlefield National Park. During the summer, it’s a
crowded place, full of picnickers and shady glens, leafy spots of shadow where
somebody could get up to something nefarious. That day in January, I had the
summit pretty much to myself, which made it an odd place to ponder its
usefulness as a fictional murder site. My solitude felt too real, too
precarious. They say in space no one can hear you scream. I suspect the same is
true at the top of an empty mountain.
The ranger told me that
during the winter, with the trees bare, I could see the ruts of the old road,
that my view would be very much exactly like that the Confederates saw 150
years ago, as they waited for General Sherman to launch his next assault
against their fortifications. The boys in gray suffered a rainy winter and an
equally wet spring. Diaries from the time mention the mud and the bugs and the
mud and the misery and the mud.
At the top, I saw a different
Atlanta in the distance than Sherman did, however. That great Southern city had
been in the distance then too, the gem in the Confederate crown, but in the
twenty-first century, Atlanta was a shimmery mirage of steel and smoked glass,
crisscrossed by Peachtree Road and Peachtree Lane and Peachtree Industrial
Boulevard. Over seventy different streets with Peachtree in the title.
Sherman would eventually
capture Atlanta, but not by capturing Kennesaw Mountain. He never would get to the top of this
particular summit. And it felt unconquered, it really did. Like the ghosts were
watching me all the way down the mountain, making sure my trespass was a short
one.
(Originally published in Let's Talk at Book Lover's Bench)
